What to do…

Many people are telling me that I should go back into the life of the majors and make the connections I need to make. Perhaps they are right. It is something that I am thinking about. Then again a part of me thinks about the what ifs of life because What if? What if something I make goes somewhere and I will be able to dedicate more time to my craft? What if I make something really compelling? What if? Thats how Ive lived 90% of my life based off of the what if. I am truly looking to find success. However, everyone does find it differently. My mom said something that did stay with me. That no matter where you are or what you do God Is with you and so if you are truly working had then you will find success. God might just put you in the right room. You never know. So thats why I say believe in what it is that you dont see you dont know what could happen if you put your best foot forward. I am also going to start a YouTube channel. Very excited to do that, a little nervous and of course there is fear AHHH. Thats a human thing though, I would rather do something and do it scared then not do it at all.