Going Home.

I decided to come home. Because. I am a wimp. There. I said it.

Nah nah nah. JK. JK. Im home to see my family and fulfill my true purpose of what I came to New York for. Two things we forget are often important. I mean i’m still coming back (DUH) but… I think sometimes in the “stressors” of every day life it can be easy to forget your purpose. Then again, maybe we are stressing out for the wrong reasons. Or maybe stressing for no reason at all. Because the reality is that the things we have to deal with are really not stressors at all. Most of the people in my vicinity dont have to worry about where there next meal is going to come from and if you really need a job you can find one. The things we often stress about (yes including me) are often distractions from living the lives that we are truly destined to live. The people who have actual stressors are those living with no opportunities, or who cant control if bombs fall down on them or not that day. Even they dont make excuses for not still fulfilling there dreams. There is one guy that I remember seeing on Instagram who still wakes up at 5 AM in the morning to run in Gaza. GAZA! Where a genocide is taking place. So when people tell you (or when you tell you) “oh I just can't” or “Oh im too stressed out” or some kind of excuse of that sort thats just BS because ultimately life is really only as stressful as you make it. God has your back and everything will work out in exactly the way it should. So dont worry. Take yourself out of this moment and into the bigger picture of life where there is beauty beyond what is in front of you in this moment. And if it’s already beautiful it can become more beautiful. There is no end to a beautiful story. As long as you have beauty in your heart and your mind, no matter how little or much you have you will be ok. Because at the end of our lives we dont remember our achievements, we won’t remember how much money we made, we dont think about our careers. The only thing that will matter and make a difference is the good that we did, and I pray to do that good. Im tired of playing the game. So anyways yeah I am home. NYC SEE YA in a sec.